A few nights ago I sat in a home and talked of theology with a group of people from my church. We were discussing the sermon that we had heard the previous week on Titus 2. The verses are about the need for elders to teach sound doctrine. In the group we were discussing how the teaching of sound doctrine effects a congregation.
One of the members said that it strengthens the people of God to think clearly about who God is and then to trust Him even when the world or their own emotions do not agree. As I sat and thought about that I remembered a line from the book Jane Eyre. The context of the quote is as follows: Jane has discovered at the marriage altar that the man she is getting ready to marry is already married. However, the woman he is married to is insane and unable to function like a wife normally does but in fact, has to be under constant supervision and care to be prevented from injuring either herself or other people. Jane desperately wants to marry this man. For the first time in her life she has felt love and acceptance and she desires to be with him badly; however, she does not marry him. She flees the situation because she knows she cannot really be his wife but only a mistress and thus, would be living in contradiction to the law of God. Here is what she says:
“I will keep the law given by God;….I will hold to the principles received by me when I was sane, and not mad — as I am now. Laws and principles are not for the times when there is not temptation; they are for such moments as this, when body and soul rise in mutiny against their rigor; stringent are they; inviolate they shall be. If at my individual convenience I might break them, what would be their worth? They have a worth—so I have always believed; and if I cannot believe it now, it is because I am insane —quite insane; with my veins running fire, and my heart beating faster than I can count its throbs. Preconceived opinions, foregone determinations, {speaking of her convictions before this moment} are all I have at this hour to stand by: there I PLANT MY FOOT.”
By far this is my favorite scene in the book. My favorite because by this point in the book I too am happy for Jane, excited at what she has gained in this man (even with his faults clearly defined unlike silly, shallow romantic stories of our day) and I can feel the conflict that she is experiencing. I can also feel my own heart want to make justification for her so it was an amazing and encouraging scene to see her in utter despair fall down safely on the Word of God.
That’s one of the benefits of sound doctrine….it shows us the way when our hearts mislead us (or I could say when our culture misleads us). I am grateful to be among people who want to study it!